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Closing~~

2012-01-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

let me see....

it has been 2 yrs, 5 mths n 24 days since the last update.

many things happened these 2 yrs, 5 mths n 24 days

By God's grace,
Graduated
Enjoying my work
Married to my beloved

and many more.... to be continued in another blog as it will be continued...

Goodbye blog~u have spent many years with me~

busy, tired, stress, excited

2009-08-02T17:27:00.002+08:00

i think pple sian of my blog aready because today, this post will be the same as the last.

had been busy and am still busy with my work, my studies etc. overwhelmed by the workload aready as i has not been doing my work consistantly. when will my misery end...lol!!

sick for the past few days, flu-like symptoms...lol. had recovered thank God.

EXAM IS COMING, and i'm so dead, haven reali started studying yet, though aready studied for the test and remember some of the things that i studied. BUT!!! not enough. die die die....

met with infinitys for dinner to catch up, though time is short, still managed to chat quite alot. miss them:)

met up with lyn on fri, though she meet me with risk. lol. miss her so much. got to catch up with her and chat quite alot. we promised to meet 2 months later ahh.... (Lyn come for the yf outing~ 29th AUG, marina barrage!!)

think i will update until here... MY BDAE IS COMING SOOOOONNN!!!! 10 more days~

major decision.....

2009-06-21T21:49:00.003+08:00

Missing in action for quite a while, busy with assignments (finally over), lesson plans etc. Enjoying my work, have fun with all my colleagues and children though sometimes may be stress, but thank God i'm doing fine.

Recently i realized before i turn 20, i need to make a major decision of my life. i guess many people will think how come. i don't know how to answer but just go according to God's will. ^_^

2009-06-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy

bear it for another month, assignments will be gone, but exams....coming!!!!!!

Lord, i thank you for whatever things that happen recently, whether it be pleasant or bad, i know you mean us well and there's a purpose behind things that happen. I need help in my assignment! Please help me. Amen.

busy busy busy

2009-05-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

hey everyone, just a short post to update everyone abt... i wonder anyone is reading....

had graduation on the 13 of may..
I REGRETTED NOT TO TAKE MANY PHOTOS WITH ALOT OF PPLE ESP A01 PPLe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...i so fast change then nv take enough picture! ONCE IN MY LIFETIME LEHhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

took over 2 classes now at my work.. initially i was struggling, but now getting the hang of it. really Thank God for helping mi, if not i will be so stress n sick. on top of tat, assignments!!!!!! 3 i guess.. going to faint soon.

*i don't know about tomorrow, i just live from day to day by trust and obey in the Lord, *

long time nv blog.....

2009-05-09T16:18:00.002+08:00

let me see....let me see....

almost 2 months nv blog. Started my new job 1 month ago and my course too, very tiring but am enjoying myself. It's a challenge!!! But i know there's a purpose for me to be there. i love the working environment there, everyone is so friendly and nice and we have a common interest! I really thank God for the working environment.

Another greater news! i got baptized on Easter Sunday!!! FINALLY, i waited for so long! My mummy, my gor gor, my uncle and aunty came! Thank God.

Met up with infinitys for lunch too. miss you girls. gonna see ya all on wed~ GRADUATION!!!

unpredictable...horrible

2009-03-29T23:46:00.004+08:00

Human beings are so unpredictable. One moment they can be nice to you, the next moment they can just stab you from the back, and sometimes, the person is your best friends. Horrible yah? i feel sooo horrible last week which made me feel like not trusting anyone anymore.

Though i feel much better now 'cause i know God will deal with that person, but watever it is, it left a scar in me and something prompting me to constantly be on guard and keep my mouth shut from now on.

On the other hand, i guess God is telling those who are involved in this incident to be discerning who to trust and to stay on guard always and stop "devils' work", in church to be specific. i'd learnt a good lesson concerning this. i hope others might come to the conclusion of who they can trust and who they can't.

last day at LSH

2009-03-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today marks my last day at LSH. Had mixed feeling; I feel happy because today i learnt alot from all the teachers when i talk to them. I really enjoyed working with them, we joked and laughed and work hard together for open house. I can proudly say i have them as my good friends. I learnt how to be firm, how to manage the children well and project my voice so that the children will listen to me rather than bully me. i love the children too.

I also feel sad because i won't get to see all of them for the time being because i starting work 4 days later and i am afraid that i will not be able to use the same method to manage the children in my new job. it's like i'm starting to get the hang of managing the children well, the next moment i have to move on. then if i come back again, i'm afraid i need to start over again with lao shi's help.

I definitely will miss the children though i only work with them for 2 months. i think i wrote in my previous post that though they sometimes or rather most of the time drive me crazy, but with their actions and words, those anger just vanished. i love the time when caleb say "miss boon shuang, 我爱你!" my heart really melts. today adel also said the same to me, I feel so good after hearing. I thank God for giving me this great experience working at LSH.

I also want to thank God for my new working environment, i feel that it is the environment which i'm comfortable with. i went to my new working place for a day of orientation on monday, i Ethink each teacher have their own table? veryone are friendly and nice and they are all christian. I'm not saying that i don wan to work with non christians, but God put me in this working environment is for a purpose, which i gladly accept it. like my working place, hope i will grow to love it in short period of time just like in LSH!

"God, thank you for helping me through these two months of work. Continue to help me to work in this new centre. Amen"

Happy happy happy my results^_^ thank God!!

2009-03-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

20th of march marks the end of 3 yrs poly life. i got my results today and i feel veri good about it! this is my best best best result of all semsters, 3.81!! reali thank God for that, i thought i will get 3.5 onli lo. then this sem's result greatly pull my graduating gpa up. oh so happy~~ hard work paid off. GOOD JOB MY GROUP MEMBERS!!!

one more week to go at little skool-house! haiz... lao shi say i will sure miss all the little ones, of coz i will! Worked with them for almost 2 months, and for some of them is like 1/2 a year, if i don miss them, i think something must be wrong with me. after these 2 months, i realized though sometimes they may be monsters (oops:P), but they brought me so much laughter, taught me how to be firm with them, saw their progress in their development. i guess all these feelings is wat a teacher will get at the end of the day. i love the team i work with too and i will miss them too. i enjoyed working with them, they are nice pple! we been through "so much" and worked so hard for the open house, finally over~ don noe when i will have the time to visit them.:)

after this holiday job, a new beginning, a new chapter of my life will begins. till then....

1234 - plain white T's

2009-03-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

1234 - plain white t's
give me more lovin then I've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when I know i'm not.

make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad, I'm so glad I found you.
I love bein around you. you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only 1 thing 2 do three words 4 you.
I love you.(I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
and that's what i'll do.I love you.(I love you)

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when I fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
best that I've had.
I'm so glad that I found you.
I love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.
I love you.(I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
and that's what i'll do.
I love you.I love you(I love you)

you make it easy, it's easy as 12,1234

theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you
I love you (I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
thats what I'll do I love you (I love you)

I love you I love you. one two three four I love you.
(I love you)I love you(I love you)

1234 - plain white T's

2009-03-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

1234 - plain white t's
give me more lovin then I've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when I know i'm not.

make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad, I'm so glad I found you.
I love bein around you. you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only 1 thing 2 do three words fuor you.
I love you.(I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
and that's what i'll do.I love you.(I love you)

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when I fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
best that I've had.
I'm so glad that I found you.
I love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.
I love you.(I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
and that's what i'll do.
I love you.I love you(I love you)

you make it easy, it's easy as 12,1234

theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you
I love you (I love you)
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
thats wwhat I'll do I love you (I love you)

I love you I love you. one two three four I love you.
(I love you)I love you(I love you)

2009-02-28T12:12:00.002+08:00

230 posts...(long time since i blog...again:( )

another month will soon be gone, i can feel my bond is coming to me in 1 months time and i aready have mixed feelings about it, dont know whether to be excited or fear. just leave it to God to bring me through it and learn many things there esp working with parents and colleagues

been working with the tods at LSH, interesting and challenging. i feel so bad for not reali doing my part as the main teacher. kept falling sick, then don have much things to do with them. Next month open house, i don noe what to do for the 'Jack and the bean stalk' except for growing seeds, but i scare the children eat the seeds.

why am i so moody today? izzit because too stress? or some other things that affect me?

i don't know.....

FREEDOM~~~~~

2009-01-31T11:58:00.002+08:00

HI PEOPLE~~~~~~~

so long nv post aready. too busy in assignments~ AND I SOOOOOOOO HAPPY NOW!!
BECAUSE....

NO MORE ASSIGNMENTS FOR ME! We are done with all our ASSIGNMENTS~

Three years of assignments finally over, at least for now (for 2 months++) because i will continue with my advanced dip, i think there will be assignment again. so now i relax~~

AHHHHHH one more week and it's HOLIDAY~ and we are going to graduate~ time pass soooo fast, it's like onli ytd that we are year one student, and now we are graduating soon. and i'm going to work soon."goodbye student life" lol!

ANYWAY, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! don noe why this year don feel like new year, as in the mood is not there. ah never mind, i think is because of the assignment

anyway, ME AND DARLING 2 years le~~(yeah~~~) i don have the time to upload the photos we took. we went to Swiss culture to eat~~ SO NICE THE CHESSY SCALLOP AND MUSSELS~

infinitys came my house to bai nian too. so fun~ hope next new year we will get together again.

i think i will post until now, now is the time to PLAY~~~~byez

ting's wedding

2009-01-08T14:49:00.006+08:00

blessed new year everyone....

so sorry so long nv update about myself. so i shall talk about what i did last weekend. I went to my cousin's wedding last sat. she so pretty~

It's the first time i attend traditional wedding. My cousin's wedding is like those traditional wedding, the groom come and fetch her, then they have tea ceremony and they went off, then later got wedding dinner. So, when my cousin-in-law reached my cousin's house, he has one 'gang' of brothers with him, like they are going for gang fight like that. All sorts of pattern one, LOL. golden hair, smoking one. (fainted) Before he went into the house and fetch my cousin, he had to go thru the 'sisters' challenges. so long la they play....-_-|||

My cousin and her hubby (kinda short..lol)

then before we go for the wedding dinner, my uncle taught my darling barry how to drive. i nearly fainted. SOOOO SCARY LA!!!!!!!! i trust my uncle skills, so he drive up to 120km/h i oso don mind. my darling barry onli drove up to 60 km/h, i aready going to scream at him. lol!! then we saw this when we are sightseeing around the village. so many cows!! my darling barry so funni, he asked my uncle, all these cows are wild cows. then my uncle laughed and said 'of course they belong to someone la!' HAHAH!

i shall talk about the dinner, the food so nice...but the singing by the people erm..*vomitted*. SO NOISY AND AWFUL except for one or two who sing reali nice. I took a picture with my cousin and my darling barry. she soo pretty!!

really enjoyed the time there, darling barry, we go msia again during new year k?

love ya..

i'm so happy!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-19T15:37:00.002+08:00

i'm so happy, i'm so happy, i'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mummy finally allow me to be baptized!! I REALLY WANT TO THANK GOD FOR TAT. i thought she wont allow as i asked her like 1 or 2 years ago, then i never asked again. i wan to thank you those who pray for me about this issue and thank God again! then i ask her "next year baptize can rite." she say no problem. I'm so happy~~~~~

hols hols........

2008-12-13T14:09:00.002+08:00

oh..is holiday aready... but it don feel like a holiday to me la..still have soooo many things to do...

ytd is LSH at thomson year end concert. feel so tired after everything is over, have headaches and legaches. i'm so happy that God help me to help them to do up the programme sheet (my talent..lol) and more, though i'm sick like nobody business.

today, going to buy things and eat dinner with the youth ~

tml, GOING RETREAT FOR 4 days...still need to do assignments -_-||| because when i come back then next day got meeting.

when will my cough be recovered??????????????God heal me.. thank You!

PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-12-10T15:47:00.002+08:00

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(ROAR!!)
SERIOUSLY VERY ANGRY TODAY! WHY ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THIS WAY? CANT YOU JUST DO IT ANOTHER WAY? IS SO IRRITATING LA! YOUR ACTIONS REALI MADE ME SOOOOOOOO ANGRY ME. I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE! YOU MADE ME HAVE HEADACHES, MORE WINKLES, SHORTER LIFESPAN, WATEVER YOU NAME IT, I HAVE IT. I JUST DON UNDERSTAND WHY MUZ "THAT THING' MUZ HAPPENED OVER AND OVER AGAIN FOR MANY TIMES UNTIL WE ARE SICK OF IT?!?

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dear God, why is such thing happening around me? i really don wan to see all these unhappy sight every single time. i want to do something about it, but i don dare. i don dare to voice out because for-u-know-what reason. Am i supposed to do something about it because it will please you because is my 'responsiblility' as a Christian or just ignore it? I really wan to do something for you, Lord. But i have no courage to do, LORD, please help me. Thanks:) Amen.

Dear God, thank you for helping yan, bel and eda and sab to read the tracks!:) Thank you for giving me courage to give them to read and not afraid of rejection anymore. i pray that they, my mummy, family members, the others who are not saved will believe in you one day before You come back. Amen.

2008-12-08T11:27:00.002+08:00

Sunday - sore throat, fever, cold~

Today - fever recovered (all thanks to PANADOL EXTRA~ <3), but still sore throat~

tml..hopefully i'll be fully recovered!

Dear God, thank God for helping me to recover from my fever. Please help me to recover from my sore throat! Amen.

2008-12-06T10:44:00.002+08:00

hey everyone~~~~~
currently at tpy lib to do assignment, but apparently i'm not doing it. it's so obvious!! LOL. i don feel like starting anything because it's so noisy, there's a event directly outside the lib. argh!!

anyway, ytd went to clementi to do survey with xinyi and daniel, then went to LSH OCBC to help in their concert. then go home watch tv then sleep. then today wake up then there's ache over my body. sickening!

it had been a busy last week, i think next week it's gonna be another week with lots of assignment to do before we have 4 weeks of break..?!?then 4 wks cannot see my frens!!!! then how am i suppose to pass the Christmas present to them!! anyone organize? or i organize?

Christmas is 19 days away. excited~ i think i'm going Christmas shopping today!!

i love my assignment group~

2008-12-04T23:07:00.003+08:00

think u all cant see my title for this post rite? the title is: I love my assignment group~
i reali love them lor, becoz of them i finally find back my old self, laughing abnormal boon shuang, not the moody moody boon shuang! thanks guys~ lol. today we went to buy more manipulatives for our post test, then coz the place near my house so they went my house, but they don trust me coz i say my house is a BLOCK away, but the fact is like 2 or 3 blocks away. LOL!!! then i made them walk across the grassy land while it is raining. lol!!!sorry guys. didn we have lots of fun?(lol. don beat me!;p) then we laugh and joke all the way. fun~ love u all guys

I'm ANGRY!!!! my napfa result is out and u all noe what. I FAIL LEH! CAN YOU ALL BELIEVE IT! I RUN B4 20 mins lo, they write me 20 mins! sick leh! I NV LO! I WANT TO COMPLAIN!!! i suppose to get bronze de lo! they give me fail! cannot make it. i wan to complain!!! arghh!!!

long wk to go

2008-12-02T23:29:00.004+08:00

busy busy busy...
this is week is a very busy week, with all the interventions, post test, assignment to hand in, finishing up other assignments, collect field work etc.

today after talking to one of my good friend from sec school, it's been a while i actually talked to him and he is going army aready. that was so fast la. time reali past reali reali fast, i feels like i'm yr 1 ytd and now, aready going to be the end of my poly life. then ah, i realized since i enter poly, i start to drift away from the friends around me, esp those who are close to me in my sec sch and in church...
Friend, whoever is reading this, am i neglecting u? please tell me if i did. I'm so sorry=(

i don noe what's wrong with me these few days. moody, think too much, stressed up, tensed up, pissed off, whatever negative mood u name, i somehow got it.

"God, please help me thru this week and take away my lousy mood. Amen."

when you look me in the eyes

2008-11-28T08:45:00.003+08:00

When you look me in the eyes - Jonas Brothers
If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's all right
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
I'm gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can
I can't take a day without you here
You're the light
That makes my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's all right
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

More and more
I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's all right
When you're right here by my side

When I hold you in my arms
I know that's it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

'Cause when you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's all right
(It's all right)
When you're right here by my side
(By my side)
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Oh, I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

LOVE THIS SONG~~....<3<3<3

2008-11-27T07:27:00.004+08:00

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i finishh my NAPFA, i got A for my sit and reach, sit up, C for standing broad jump and inclined pull up. B for shuttle run(i'm glad i still can run shuttle run!). and sickening, i got E for 2.4! just becoz of tat i will get a bronze?!? arghhhh!!!

anyway i ran without stopping, which is remarkable, lol! i thank God for tat. And also, thank God that i can msg uncle chee lai on time to tell him to ask someone to replace me for teaching memory verse coz the napfa end at around 7, by the time i reach there, i think i can go home aready.

Now i'm sure everyone's body is aching now. lol! take care everyone! muz continue exercise!

NAPFA down, now left so many things to do,

- ~~interview (later....lol)~~
- ~~Aslec Orientation Programme~~
- ~~AMPYC CHECKLIST~~
- SOP
- ~~Preparation for sunday school~~
- Letter writing

more work!!!

2008-11-25T07:38:00.002+08:00

a short and sweet post for today

TO DO LIST:

- 3 day orientation
- SOP (still not done yet)
- Brochure writing
- INTERVIEW (EOP)
- Preparation for Sunday School practicum(scary~)

and...

NAFA TOMORROW!!!!!! die!!! I onli can do 27 sit up in 1 min la! how to get gold? irritating. My sit and reach is no problem!=) standing broad jump, i don aim too high coz i cant jump. pull up..hope i can do. 2.4!! cannot la, but will try. I MUST GET GOLD NO MATTER WAT. TONIGHT GO RUNNING!

2008-11-20T22:27:00.007+08:00

feel so accomplished today!!!

finished ~~critiquing part a, EOP MEL, ASLEC MEL, lesson plan for intervention!~~

left ~~AYC MEL~~, ~~Checklist for IEP~~, ~~AMPYC MEl~~, AMPYC SOP! (must complete everything by this week end!

FIGHTING EVERYONE!!

2008-11-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

215th posts....

just now, infinitys and daniel went to settlers' cafe to celebrate bel's bdae~ (Happy bdae bel~) we had so much fun that all our six packs are out! lol!! we laughed until like crazy people. I think is my best laugh throughout this 3 years! hey guys, i guessed we were the noisest in the cafe leh. lol! But i have so much fun crapping and joking and playing games with everyone of you! i'm gonna miss you all when we graduate! :'(

ANYWAY......
i feel like vomitting when i ate my last onion ring! the oil very smelly!!! now i have to drink green tea to clear all the oil i ate, so i cant sleep lo, coz green tea keeps people awake.==". then eda, yeelin, sab and bel went club, then me, xy, yan and daniel went home~

I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO... but i don feel like doing.....tskkk...but have to do......God i need help again tml, to be able to finish up:

- critiquing
- checklist for IEP
- lesson plan for fri's intervention 1
- AYC MEL
- EOP MEL
- ASLEC MEL

gonna wake up like 7 or 8 to do as my brain working time is about 6 to 9.30, after that no more ideas or products come from my brain.

project getz p..wooh..success!(^o^)Y

2008-11-13T22:43:00.003+08:00

YO.... so many assignments cleared!! happy~~~~~~~^o^

enjoyed today's class presentation~~ WHOOHOO...A01 u all rockz man. LOL! we have so much fun taking photo, wearing costumes~

Our theme: parents in gardenland
Different group's costume: Flower(oo..pretty), poker cards(cool..) and animal(cute~)

AND.....I'm an ANT.. a sexy one??! hahahxx......I GOT MY FELLERS...

*when i get back my cam i will upload here~ *

ppssssss!!! A01...i think we are great and we did better than...erm..erm...=) u all know what i mean..

phew...one down...16 more to go! haix.. NVM! FIGHTING EVERYONE! WE CAN DO IT!!!!=)

2008-11-05T17:14:00.003+08:00

IEP - lit review....

it's killing me!!! i have to cut 4 pages of info to 1 & 1/2 pages.

HOW IZZIT POSSIBLE?!!!!!

i spent more than half an hour here in the lib, i'm still stuck at 4 pages. i formed the sentence, edit, DELETE again because don't link. i'm gonna faint soon.

CAN ANYONE TELL MI TODAY IS NOT WEDNESDAY BECAUSE THURSDAY I HAVE TO SEND THE LIT REVIEW TO YANYAN!!!

and i still have job description, resume, cover letter, brochure, questions..............and many more.

My prayer for this last sem:
"God, i don noe how am i going to go thru this semester with all these assignments, I need your help. PLEASE HELP ME!!! Give me strength and watever i need. thank you. Amen."

picnic @esplanade and french icecream

2008-11-01T23:38:00.007+08:00

I DONATED BLOOD TODAY!!!so fun..lol

2008-10-30T22:49:00.003+08:00

i noe the pic look disgusting...blue black lehhhhh

i donated blood today!! for the first time!! not bad experience except for the blue black, abit tipsy and the bandage, i didn't get to choose the colour. poor me!!

i feel so good donating blood, i'm gonna do that again 3 months later?! hehex.

i feel that my blog lack of something...photos of coz...i lazy, but will try to put some photos soon, i hope.

finish 1 1/2 assignments today...feel satisfied!

2008-10-29T22:19:00.002+08:00

z...zz....zzz.....zzzZ.....zzzZZ....zzZZZZ...

currently trying to convince myself to do my work because really have no time already, but i just cant bring myself to do it, I just feel like sleeping, playing game, BLOGGING.

Can i just do it tml? i did quite a lot today you know, crack my head to come out with those words.

i have decided....I'm going to sleep. tml then i continue, lol!!! but before that of course will call my darling first. gd nite everyone.

i noe i'm very random. lol!!!

2008-10-23T18:06:00.002+08:00

second wk of school

am already bombarded by tons of assignments. don't know when will my "battery" run out.

schedules all packed, so many things to do.

DEAR BOON SHUANG, YOU NEED TO MANAGE YOUR TIME WELL NOW!!!

i already did, but i just don't feel like following it. but i have no choice.

it's 6.09 pm and i'm still in school. felt quite accomplished as i finished extracting information from two books, half for each. I need to make sure i finish it by tonight as i need to do my interpretation and recommendation of running record tomorrow.

Go to run. see everyone again, maybe 1 month's time? tata, buai buai, zai jian.=.="

sick...poor thing...

2008-09-30T09:12:00.001+08:00

poor thing.. i'm sick last wk, lost my voice, sore throat, cough, runny nose. got spread by my child in school. fainted...

becoz of this, i cant join the children for children's day party, cannot join infinitys for stay over, cant go and eat korean food. so poor thing....

but i feel better this week.

tml last day of work lo. i cant believe i survived through these two months. i don bear to leave the children... nvm, every friday i go visit them. lol!

gtg and eat my dinner, if not my mummy will nag again. update more tml or sat

exercised! refreshed!!

2008-09-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

went to jog today, feel very tired now but refreshed.I think is because i jogged 2.4 km without stopping this time. maybe this is a start to train the napfa next month, though girls no need to be serious about it, i just wan to get gold. lol. Maybe because don have good grades, so this way can show that i have other areas i did well in my poly life lol! but look at the score chart ands see the number of inclined pull ups need to do and the distance need to jump for standing broad jump, i think i shall forget about getting gold. lol. i cannot jump far and i don think my hand muscles are strong enough to do 15 pull ups. so need to train rite? or just heck care?

2 more weeks and i'm done with my job. i really thank God for seeing me through 1 month of training. i realized i'm more confident working with and talking to children and doing their routine care. on top of that, i learn to work with other teachers too. i can say i'm much closer to them now compared when i'm having attachment. great experience, Thank God!!!

got to write my assignment for tml teachers training course. oopx=P

exam result~ Thank God!!!

2008-09-15T08:22:00.007+08:00

EXAM RESULT IS OUT!!!!!!!!!! AND I FINALLY GOT 1 A!!! THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(Muackk!!=P)

Now i finally know where's my strong area, assignments! Be it individual or group assignments, i seems to do well in it with the help of my group members, thanks girls! Compare the assignment and exam modules from the previous semester, i also think that i did better for the assignment modules. SO.....

NEXT SEM MORE ASSIGNMENTS PLEASE. PLEASE NO EXAM!! (i guess many people are going to throw stones at me! lol=P)

Then if compare all the GPA i had gotten, i think this semester is the best even though is onli 0.01 marks more. i'm happy. This is all with the help of God to push me to do all my assignment and to help me to overcome stress and fatigue i faced during then. Also, not forgetting my darling barry, for tolerating my frustrations i had when i face with difficulty in my assignments and last-minute-ness, lending me his printer to print my 40 plus pages assignment and more...

I WILL DO MY BEST FOR MY LAST SEMESTER! FIGHTING! JIAYOU! GAMBATE!
EVERYBODY MUST JIAYOU TOO OK? i need to go work aready. 3 more wks. hehex. oopx

2008-09-14T18:38:00.002+08:00

ytd had a wonderful dinner with darling. he cooked my favourite food, spaghetti with beef meatballs. i really love his spaghetti, tat's why is my favourite. lol. i took a photo of it but i have yet to upload it. Anyway, i ate that with mushroom soup and vodka. That vodka is in a can, smell nice but taste bitter. And i suppose to eat my dessert, dark chocolate ice cream, but because of monthly problem, i cant eat it. argh!!! but thanks to my darling (or should i not), i get to eat 1 tablespoon of it. so pathetic huh?!

met my senior in the late morning for her assignment interview, and she turned out to be our "grandma" church pastor's daughter. lol. i didn know until i asked her which church she attend. When she say "life bp church" i was like ok, i'm from gospel light bp. then we was like ok! lol...so qiao. anyway, she encouraged me to take up the challenge to take degree in ech or even special needs since i'm going into special needs field next yr. i don noe should i or not because since i enter ech, i aready thought i'm going to work after i finish my dip and that's it. i never had a thought in taking a degree coz firstly, i think i'm not to the standard, secondly, no money.

i don noe. should i or should i not?

2008-09-12T23:51:00.002+08:00

4 more wks....

oopx, did i count down again? i started to enjoy teaching and learning with the children there though they really trying to test my patience. everyday have so many interesting and unpredictable things happened, don know should i cry or laugh.

ytd, lia lia~ cried becoz Miss Jamie wanted to bring mei mei home, lao shi said now then realize she can't live without the sister. then while lao shi changing JJ after snack time, suddenly a shit rolled out from no where, lao shi thought is Julian pass motion on the floor, then JJ said it's his. LOL. that time I was like "O_o".

Then one day, chaguel talked to lao shi then he said "nikasan angry". then lao shi was like "who is nikasan?" then he pointed at me and said "neh, nikasan". Lao shi and I laughed until stomach cramp ah, i changed my name.
Miss Boon Shuang ---> Ni Ka San (ALOT OF DIFF LA)

i'm so tired after a wk......

202nd post?!?! oooOoo...

2008-09-10T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hi pple.

wondering why i'm still up? i'm transferring photos for printing. 1 photo 10cents. cheap right? printing photos for portfolio for the children as well as for the display board. all the pictures on the board i think soon will all come down coz they kept on tearing it down. BUT IS SOOO SLOW.....i think is my connection, if not is the size of the photos too big. i scared it shuts down at 12 am sharp is like 3/4 done only leh!!!

4 more weeks i shall be free, but think again, i will be going back to my busy study life. then another 4 months, i will start work again for at least 2 and 1/2 years coz i signed the special needs study award aready. then after another three years, i think i shall take my break and..... lol... go and think what come next. wow, i just cant believe that things comes so fast coz next yr i'll be 20 but then again, i'm still 19, is like 1 more year to go before it comes to an end to the 10s of my life or how it should be phrase.

hmmm... i don noe should be happy to grow up or sad that i'm growing older. i think i should be sad coz i really enjoy the time when i was a child, no need to worry so much about money and th daily necessities. but what to do? we need to grow up, go through this life and die so that we can have a happier life in heaven rite? so just let God lead us. gd night

happy teachers' day.....happy~~

2008-09-01T12:37:00.002+08:00

Happy teachers' day to all the teachers on earth!!!!!!!!

love this day manx.. lol. coz i'm a teacher myself! It's the first time i got teachers' day presents from my children at the childcare. So happy this made me feel that it's good to be a teacher. lol! i love all my presents. hmm....now i think, i like very long nv go back to ftp to see teachers lo. 1 yr? no time to go, so busy lol.

since is teachers' day today, so i'm having a day off! (phew!) i'm currently at SIM doing my lesson plans. you may ask why i don't do that at home, public library or my school's lib but at SIM. Because my darling studying in SIM, then today he no class but he want to go school and revise, so i accompany him. I'm sitting so far away from him because their tables don't have plug. sianx. i miss school days!!!6 more weeks i'm going back to school.
Remember the previous post, i said i cant wait for school reopen? i think otherwise now. coz i feel though it's tough working with the younger group of children, sometimes even will make my blood boils, but it's enjoyable working with them, i just can't use words to describe. so ya...
things will always have a good side and bad side...so i muz always look on the bright side. lol.

i'm hungry aready!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 pm. 30 mins to go. sianxxx

stressful hols.lol

2008-08-24T02:04:00.003+08:00

having hols now... for 2 months.

but started working since last thursday at my childcare.... (there goes my hols...)

i feel so stressful because I have to teach toddlers and i don noe how and never work with them before through my 3 yrs practicum =(. I had terrible headache on the first day at work when i heard have to take after the N1 and toddler as a Form Teacher instead of an Assistant Teacher. I know this is a very good opportunity for me to train my patience and have experience working in childcare but I worry that i cant do a good job and i will caused alot of problems to the centre.

Now still okay coz i'm sort of picked up the momentum already. i feel that i need to pray hard that they can find a full time Form teacher by the end of this month or September so that i wont have to stress so much? or can i say, no need to do so many tasks? Because now then i realized how this centre is so different from those normal private childcare. Ya...so...

7 wks to go.......wish me all the best everyone.=S

excited excited. my BIRTHDAY~~~ ^_^

2008-08-12T06:24:00.003+08:00

hihihihihi

i think you all might think i'm crazy, esp darling, coz is like 6.45 am, and i'm awake!!! lol. too excited you see. coz is my bdae!!!!!! hehehx

i shall not say where i'm going to night first(obviously rite, i don even noe what will happen, how to post? silly mi), this post will be purely on my bdae wishes! i shall be greedy, i will have 5 wishes. =P

Wish Number 1:
Everyone will be healthy this year and next year and next...and next.....etc.

Wish Number 2:
Complete my 2nd semester smoothly

Wish Number 3:
My family members and my friends will know Jesus and be saved.

Wish Number 4:
I will continue to grow spiritually

Wish Number 5:
Me and Barry darling will have many sweet, happy, meaningful and memories-filled years!!!!

well, those are the top 5 wishes, of course i have alot more wishes, but i'm afraid that i cant write all here.

can i have one more wish? hehex. never mind, i shall keep that wish to myself.=)
have a nice day everyone!

birthday celebration spread over the week...lol!

2008-08-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

hi hi everyone...

i know this post is quite early, coz TML IS MY BDAE, here i am posting about my bdae celebrations. lol. no lah. is early celebration by inFinitys and jie jie.

on wed(6 aug)
(inFinitys) sab, yee lin, bel, eda, xinyi and me went to botak jones to eat to celebrate sab and my bdae. we chatted alot and took quite a number of pictures. i love the present and card by them. thanks gals. looking forward to eda and xinyi's bdae~~

ytd(10 aug)
me and darling went to meet jie jie for dinner at ichiban sushi toa payoh. veri nice dinner, veri full oso. had great time talking too. love you jie. thanks for the dinner.

mummy gave me "ang bao" today, for me to eat my bdae treat. my uncle oso gave me money. oh well, it's very practical, i like~

yeahhh...tml going dinner with darling, and maybe with someone whom i never see for a long time. hope to see that person.

more updates tml or when i have the time coz i starting work soon.=)

ubin trip..fun!!!!!

2008-08-02T23:36:00.003+08:00

hey pple!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy!!!

I FINISH MY PRACTICUM!!!

Thank God i finish my assignment on time so that i can go for my ubin trip. oh ya. i went pulau ubin, marina country club with my darling, matthew and huizhen. i enjoyed the trip though is so short. we had fun cycling and eating seafood dinner. the crab is delicious, so many eggs!!!!!! however, i feel that the services there is not up to standard. and most of the things are rather steep. so if ask me go again, i will but i will bring lots of stuff so tat we wont spend any money there.

i feel that the life there is so relaxed and carefree, and so close to nature. i seriously like this type of places. A pure geography student indeed. As i cycled, i remembered the time when my sec 3 class went for a field trip in m'sia rainforest. I can say that's a wonderful experience i ever had. Then as we cycled after dinner, we found a place where we feel is quite nice to take photo, so we stop and take some pictures. as i looked down to the "lake", i saw a lot of birds that looks like pelicans, then i notice something on a branch is moving, i asked everyone to look then we come to a conclusion that the something is a crocodile.

i also realized something, since pulau ubin is a place where there are more bikes than cars, so we stay there for long, we might be slim like after 3 months of cycling. so i suggest to my darling that he should stay in pulau ubin for two months then come back. But think again, the food is so nice, even with exercise, he, even me, will still be the same as before, so no diff. lol.

hmmm...after a long semester, i feel everyone deserved a break. mi too. lol! i aready planned what i'm going to do during this hols. to watch crunchyroll and work in my childcare if they need pple, pack and throw some of my unwanted stuff and try to complete reading my bible at the end of this hols. for those who are preparing for exam, jia you! for those who going to start sch, jia you! gtg and zzzzz liao. nitexx

bad bad bad

2008-07-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i just don noe why am i doing this!!!!! one hand i'm thanking God that i passed my supervision, but the other hand still dwelling on the poor lesson i had. my gdness. why am i doing this?????? i thought i must not do it, i try not to think about it already you know!!!!!!

from this i doubted is this the path i should go. since i cant do a good job then what for do it in the first place rite? i know is crap saying this because i had aready chosen what to study 2 yrs ago, might as well finish it and done with. But i'm worrying for the future. am i going to do....

msia hols...shopping spree...

2008-06-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

hi everyone, i know some of you may think "where's bs for the past wkend". i'm in msia with my darling and his family. we went for a short break from our busy schedules. that trip was crazy, i mean we shop until we broke. lol. seriously.

first day not so bad coz we just reach that place, and is like early evening, so we cant go anywhere except to go out for dinner with his family. i met his uncle, his aunty and his baby cousin. SOOOOOOOOOOOO cute. lol.

then 2nd day was our first day of shopping, at a supermarket called Tesco, it's like giant but is much larger than that, like 2 expo hall combine. lol. at first i was shopping on my practicum stuff. i bought 3 boxes of colour pencils that cost 1 rm, which is 40 cents per box. that means i onli spent $1.20 now out of the $50 allowance. lol!!! then actually wants to buy more stuff but i haven do my lesson plans so i don noe what to buy. then we spend our entire shopping trip at there, 6 hours ok.HAHAHAH! we bought so many stuff, eg. pants, clothes, undergarment, towels etc. at the end of the day, me and my darling went to starbuck and slack, i mean spend 6 hours at a same place is crazy. then we had dinner at a cafe near the supermarket, where there is a singer singing. so nice. but we are too tired and bloated to eat dinner, in the end we nv eat anything.

3rd day is the last day me and my darling went out shopping, we bought IT stuff, more clothes and bags. i love the 3rd day coz i ate my heart-desired food--> A & W!!!!!!!!!!! i miss the chicken wings very much, like 10 over years never eat that aready. then we went this pet shop which sell normal pets and exotic pet such as snakes, squrriels, 3 horns beetle komodo dragon etc. my gdness, really scare me la. squrriel so cute how can keep at home? arent they wild animals? jus don understand how come msian kept squrriels as pets. And it's the first time i bought branded bag and is because of sale then i buy ok, if not i wont de hor.

then 4th day, me and my darling too tired and plus he also sick, so we just stay at home. so we stayed at home and play with his cousin lo. so cute la his cousin, mumbler and mumbler, don noe what he talking about. then i talked to my darling's aunty. then at night my darling's ah ma cook dinner then we eat then while we were eating halfway, SUDDENLY BLACK OUT!!!!!!!! i was like i cant see anything, i got night blindness. then the family look for touchlight, candles and lock all the backdoors to prevent burglars to come in. then the blackout lasts like 1 and half hour, then we like so hot la..so we went macdonalds for the aircon. lol

then 5th day, we went back to singapore. then is the end of my 5 days hols. then back to our busy lives again. how i wish singapore life can be like tat, so relaxed and slow. haizzz...nvm. gtg and do work. bye

2008-06-04T00:44:00.003+08:00

oopx..i think i'm not suppose to wake up by now because tml going down to centre,

anyhow

i found another car i like...which is

CHERRY QQ

YEAH!!! this car is so cute la... IT is SMILING AT YOU!!!!!! lol. too bad they don't have pink colour, if not i'll buy it and store it at home even though i don noe how to drive.

below is PINK VOLKSWAGEN BEETLE

my first love! lol. PINK IN COLOUR SOMEMORE!!!!!!

lol... seems like i got nth better to do. i just now also go and see wedding gowns online (reali nth to do) then i found something sooooo special. Floating chapel at Phuket. so nice la. i wan!!!!!!! but don think can rite.
http://www.lagunaphuketweddings.com/wedding-chapel.html

shall return to sleep to prevent some pple to scold me. lol. gd nite everyone

why?

2008-06-02T23:40:00.003+08:00

i sometimes really wonder some pple around me have a problem somewhere up there. the way they think about certain issues, something so simple they can think otherwise, complicated things they think they can solve it easily.
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just don understand.

watched narnia on sat, nice....tat king peter look like jesse macartney, shuai! lol!!!! though starting don understand in the beginning as i didn watch the first part.
today went to the new centre, interesting childcare, cute children. nice food! will be down for 2 mths. hmm. interesting.....

汶双，啊汶双，这样就好了。足够了！满足就好了。不要要求太多。

2008-06-01T21:16:00.003+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

can i scold vulgarites?

PISSSSEEEEEDDDDDDDDD OFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i feel like screaming into one person's ear and make sure he or she can hear.

how i wish there's a rolly polly for me to punch punch punch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RUBBISH

RUBBISH

ALL IS RUBBISH!!!!!

*BOX BOX BOX BOX BOX*

SERIOUSLY, NTH PASS 2! NTH AT ALL, MAYBE SERIOUSLY NOT SO......

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIED DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE ---> SPOT THE DIFFERENCE.

2008-05-28T10:21:00.003+08:00

OH NOOOOOOOOO

my laptop dying soon becoz.....LOW BATT

so i only going to say

ytd is 16 mth anniversary=) yeahhhhhhhh

this wk is last wk of sch....going school now to finish up all remaining assignment! GAMBATE!

going to attachment next wk.....new centre....excited...

gtg..... BYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*come back later

2008-05-19T17:50:00.004+08:00

hey pple...........

finally squeeze out some time to blog. did anyone miss me? *lol* (don throw eggs at mi)

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

a tough month i think. So many assignments to hand up, alot of tasks to complete (church/School), focusing too much time on distractions, as a result, less time to do assignment =.="""""
I just cant understand myself, even wrote post-sticks and stick it in front of my laptop, i just nv do it on time why?!?!??! i guess i seriously have ADHD - the inattentive part.

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (seems like i kept on going off track huh?)

my darling bdae this mth, he cooked western food for our dinner. NICE. Darling, you noe i always thinks that next time rite, when it comes to western food, you cook k, i shall stick to my chinese and sushi. lols.

then i applied for study award to study advanced dip for special needs, don noe will get or not. that time before i post my application, i seriously have headache whether to go or not coz i was afraid that i do not have the patience to do it. I was also afraid that, that is not the route for me. but think again, if is God's will, i will get in, if not then i wont get in, just like me in early childhood course. my o level result sure is the worst of ECH i think, but i'm still in it, why? because God allows.=) maybe some of you might not understand but this is what really happen to me. i thank God for that.

then there was this parents' lunch in my church, where the youth first time singing without the adults. INTERESTING. hopefully the message did passed to the people, esp those people who came who is not Christians. then..... through this presentation i seriously think that the yF should have something. PEOPLE(i mean the youth and uncle chee lai, are u looking? lols) can we have yf shirt? hehehx. i'll go and draw, then we can wear that for presentations????=) then hor, can we plan for july's yf anniversary?

then today we had a church outing. FUN....lols. though i didn do much, just to in charge of chn's prog but i feel i did not do it well because the chn keep talking away. so ya. I did my best. so is ok=)

sorryy ahh...keep on writing about my church's stuff, but most of the things happen in church, sch oso la, but not as much. coz i just go sch, go home, do work. tat's all. didn reali eat in sch now.except for monday. then infinitys making shirt, but it seems like no conclusion. WHY? don noe. lols. then i don noe why i just feel that some things, argh, just cant tat words to describe it. if i can find it then i'll say.

so NOW>>>>>> i have to go back to work.

CONCENTRATE BOON SHUANG!!!!!!!!! MUST EAT THE FROG!!! =P

sch reopen lo!!!!!!

2008-04-19T10:10:00.003+08:00

end of sch reopen first wk. so far so good.

the time table i like....hoho everyday 9 to 11 then go home sleep(actually not suppose to be like tat) except for monday until 4 and thurs until 1.

assignments coming in. (scary...)

field practicum starts onli in wk 8.(long way to go but still scare as everyday have to go to the centre.)

got time to go prayer meeting(finally)

got time to do so many things (eg. read my Bible, exercise etc...)

got time to spend with my darling(do quiet time, have dinner and exercise)

last 2 wks of holsssssss

2008-03-30T18:24:00.002+08:00

HELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i know i'm so not consistent in updating you guys about me. pardon me as my laptop is at my darling's house. so i get to use it like now.

1 mth aready past, and my hols will be ending soon in 2 wks time. i hope to make full use of it to do things for God and to prepare myself for the 3rd yr of studies.

Really, i feel it's time for me to wake up and grow up already. i feel that i'm old enough to do something for God, to serve Him or something. not just sit there and wait for time to pass. why do i realise it now? i seriously feel that whatever i did in the past for God is nothing lo. it really shows me how a good a Christian i am. i promised God that i will serve Him with all that i can! so now i feel i got the "fire" to do things for Him. so i shall ask Him to help mi to continue this thought for the rest of my life!

that's all i wan to say. and ...thank God for my good result.=) it improveddddd!!!!!!!

waiting for....

2008-02-17T09:22:00.003+08:00

waiting for.....

- exams to finish
- no stress anymore until sch reopen
- holiday to come
- days to past quickly
- next semester to come quickly finish it
- God's guidance to come, whether to continue studies in NIE or wheelock, or go back msia set up childcare and live for the rest of my life there.
- something............

Another week had past, with all the stresses from everywhere, though according to my mum, no one is stressing me. But i just can feel the stress coming from somewhere, to make sure i did well for this exam. i don't know, maybe already I have no confidence for the other two paper since i did not study very well, it's just mere memorizing and vomit everything out during exam.
I wonder, what will i benefit from all these taking in and vomiting out? i will not have to do it when i'm teaching rite? i cant just memorize the lesson and then vomit out when lesson starts rite? But thank God i'm still able to do the 1st exam paper, all i studied came out!!! THANK GOD! But Haiz... I jus don understand that memorizing part.

About continuing studies, my mum wants me to go NIE to study because at the same time got some allowance. But isn't my future gonna be a childcare or a kindergarten teacher? i need God's direction again, because He allows me to come to this course that means there is something for me, so if i seek direction from Him, if i can't go in NIE next yr after my dip, i can consider going wheelock, if not just go back msia and set up a childcare. Because my mummy suggested that it's good to have a childcare centre in msia coz everything oso cheap there. so I don noe, LET GOD BE MY GUIDE!!!!

It's about time for me to write my notes and then proceed to lib for my revision of my tml's paper and wednesday's. bye byeeeeeeeeeee.

PS. all the best to everyone who are having exams. JIAYOU!!!! DON STRESS!!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!

one last lap~~~

2008-02-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

okay. i can say this post is after long wks of struggles and stresses, then post de. about 1 and half month. so many assignments to hand in and presentation to present. finally over. but the major thing is coming soon. exams that is 14 days from now, which is after Valentine's day and durin chinese new year. HOW TO ENJOY? I GOING MSIA SOMEMORE LEH!!!!!!!.... 3 exams....dieEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

so many things happen the past wks. the important thing is 1st yr lo!!!! 27/1/08. me and darling went to eat korean BBQ! SOOOOO NICE... SO XIN FU! i ate rice cake(rmb goong, the girl keep on eating rice cake outside her sch)...so nice!!! then my darling gave me a photo frame with our pic. thanks dar. sorry my present for u is so cheapskate, i cant buy that thing in time for u. sorri. LOVE YAa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today is the last day of field practicum. so sad. i'll miss the children!! so happy, the children hugged me, one even kissed me. then we took photos...hehehx.

haixx...still have 2 more assignments to go. muz start studying liao. BUT muz pack my room first b4 my mummy scream and box me. ahhaha!!! gtg and bathe and call darling lo. can u believe it... we talked for 1 yr.....hahah!!

take care everyone! jia you for exam!!! gambate!! fighting! basha!! bye

2007-12-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

hi everyone....

firstly early blessed christmas to everyone!!!!!!!!!!!! wah....time past soooooooo fast...now christmas liao..then New year, then christmas again.......why past so fastttttt!!!!

hmm....currently
- doing assignments......soooooooooooooooooooo many
- waiting for my darling to come back from msia...*miss him...ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!*
- doing present for pple....
- falling in love with this song "through the years" by kenny rogers...soo nice~ n i cried while listening to the song....

I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years

I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more

Through the years, through all the good and bad
I knew how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years

Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what love's about, by loving you
Through the years

Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years!

got to do my work...bbbb

random

2007-12-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

i'm so...

sick (cough, throat pain, fever)

tired (not enough sleep everyday, though sleep at the right timing)

stress (ytd got assessment[thank God i passed!], sooooooooo many assignment)

busy (alot of assignments and no time to make christmas present)

confused (don noe where to start from[assignments)

not in good "luck" (caught in the rain, chn noisy, drop my mp3, ear piece, thumbdrive)

in love (with my dar, mickey and xiah[again] and my course[though so many assignments])

happy to be with my frens (infinitys: take photos! have lesson together)

LASTLY......

i'm so going to sleep now...bb

p.s. is a very random post, since my blog died for a few weeks...sorri busy~~~

it shall end..NOW

2007-11-12T07:18:00.000+08:00

我们的歌已不是我们的歌,
我们的承诺已不是我们的了.
所有的事已不存在了,
为何要拉着紧紧不放呢?

不管有多辛苦，我已决定不想再多说什么。
就只好这样了。

不过我已知道幸福是什么了。
它不需要说出来的。
它在我的心里就好了。
那一丝甜蜜是无法形容的。

今天就写到这里，还有一大堆的东西要我去处理，去做的。好忙啊！！！！！！！快要疯掉了，也快死了。所以不需要担心。再见了。

4th wk of sch

2007-11-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

since so many pple wan mi to blog..i shall do it.

since sch reopen until now, 4 wks...still alive and kicking, many things had happen, which i cant rmb exactly, but there's ups and downs. the ups are the happy things tat happen eg. i go to CF, go BAck to God, time spent with my frens, darling and family. downs i supposed should be the assignments and things coming up,teaching Language Art and Math to be precise. My phone too gave mi a prob. cannot charge, have to send to repair, but the things inside will be gone(i suppose). MY PHOTOSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hope they don delete my photos. or else i going to kill them.

sat went orchid country club to help in a seminar. stand whole day, leg pain, but fun in some way. then have wonderful dinner with my darling. thank u darling.

new sem got a new centre, don reali fancy it but i think it's time for mi to learn something from here. took a new level, K1, coz mostly i took is N2.

TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...........................

when will hols start again. WHITE SPACE FASTER COME~~~~~~

when will i be able blog again...i don noe...see how. haaha...thanks for viewing. bb....

hols ended..................Sch started?!?!?

2007-10-13T10:02:00.000+08:00

my gdness...1 mth and 3 wks hols will be ending this sunday, which is tml? arghh...don noe i'm prepared for the new sem or not.. haixx...see the timetable i sian, don reali like though there's one day off, everyday 9 to 6 leh!!!!! haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.......

had been cleaning my house and doing plans for what i suppose to do after my sch reopen, coping with sch work, house work etc. hope reali can cope will with this schedule. i don wan to be like last sem, everything messed up. so muz carefully plan.

did i mention last post. don think so rite?!? infinitys went celebrate eda and xinyi's bdae last sat. so fun~~ taking pic, eating and watching movie. we go and buy tics first(balls of fury) then we go eat korean bbq chicken where they show tvxq video clips!!!!!!!!!!! OMOMOOOMOO!!!! ahhahah!!! *jess and min, next time we go eat*after eating, we went to take neoprints and this particular neoprint machine we took, need to use japan yen to take. so cute~~ then this machine is ssooo fast until some of the photos like we r not ready. nvm. then we go watch blls of fury. soooooo funni tat show. nice~ then we go youth park camwhore..oopx=X took alot if i'm not wrong. hope they(eda n xinyi) enjoyed their day.

hmm....tml mummy bdae..50 yrs old lo.....dar wanted to buy fruit cake for her..*thx dar* but she insisted tat she don wan any celebration worxxxx....how~ see how. gtg n buy things for her lo.

gonna see him tml. two days is a torture *bleahhh*

2007-09-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

finally... 3 wks of tortures and finger cutting, ytd was my last day at work at my ma's work place. the aunty so nice, she bought ferero roche and potatoes biscuits for mi, to thank mi for helping her and working together wif her. i was like "i come to work is for allowance leh...not help her. anyway ...."

had fun there though so much torture, irritated too coz i get to see some veri idiotic pple like one doc, rush us like anything, everything mus rush one leh and still got guts to cut queue, he think he wat.

then got one uncle veri irritating. he is one of the dishwasher there, and according to my mummy, they onli need to pay 2 to 2.5o for a meal at any stall. and this uncle eat like 5.50, i charge him 5.50 he scold mi. #$^&#! i don noe rite. then 2 days b4 he come again, i go out and ask him wat he wan, he look at mi and say " aunty leh". i pissed off la, i cannot serve u izzzit? i go inside and tell my mummy "got pple look for you ah. tskk irritating". stupid uncle so greedy.he eat one plate full of food again. cannot stand this type of pple de la. since cannot afford, eat lesser la. and he not cannot afford lor. the first time i serve him, he gave mi 10 bucks la. no money??? irritating.

anyway, is over. now left 2 more wks for mi to enjoy my remaining hols, going out wif my darling on mon and tues to shop b4 sch reopen. i see my timetable i sianx...9 to 6..ZZZZzzzz...for 5 to 6 months...............................and i reali need to buck up my studies liao...results sucks....

gtg...b4 my darling scold mi~

hols......workkk.........clean house???

2007-08-24T10:05:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

HOLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! FINALLY. now...have to work. sooooo broke. hahah. my schedule is all filled. clean house, plan lesson plans etc. so busy *like real=P*

i plan to change the arrangement of my furniture in the room and my living room. new look. hoho!! i don noe what i'm talking about.

my brain is nnot working well. maybe i jus woke up, tat's why... and sooooo colddddddddd.......i think i better go and continue my show..*my girl* soooo nice~~

HAPPY 18th bdae!!~~~

2007-08-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm...i shall blog today coz is my 18th BDAE!!!!!!!! can go club and watch M18 finally.(*bleah*)

i wan to thank everyone tat wish me and celebrate with me and the presents. really appreciate. love ya guys and girls..*muackss*

jie jie tzi yun
vivian *thanks lots*
tony
matt. ong
dric
nic
my gor
sisi *you r the first one...at 12 am. LOVE U LOTS*
my dad - he rmbed. so nice~
my darling *love ya*
uncle chee lai
aunty yin chan
huichi
mayee
yee lin
vanessa
bel bel
jess
ching
lynn
julio
min
alfred
xinyi
my aunty and uncle
matt
gladys
huat
an

my first celebrate for my bdae is with infinitys girls, love them lots. we went to eat carl's jr at marina on wed, after our FM test(finally over). then we went to walk around, then take photos and SURPRISE!! they sing happi bdae song to mi and sab. love them lots. sab got a TVXQ Concert dvd and i got a bag and a shirt (thanks girls). we got cakes too. then they went home while mi and my dar go walk around.

thurs, mi and my church frens went shopping. we shop for many things that is so cheap and nice. and we eat so much tat the pple in th shop laugh at us after we left. i bought 2 shirts and 2 undergarments. we planning to go after exam, which is 2 wk later. hehexx...i wan buy shoes, and skirt maybe.

then fri, mi, joyce and my church pple went kbox. don noe why jus don like singing k anymore. then after tat mi and dar went marina to buy clothes.

then sat, mi and my church pple went to magic wok and eat buffet. then i rmb i have a deal with dar tat say 4 mths cannot eat buffet, but i think i have to break it coz is my bdae~~ hahah. then we eat so much tt at the end, we cant even walk. then the guys gave me a surprise *thankssss* they went to the toilet, then come back with ice cream as cake and sing happi bdae to mi and gave mi a card. so nice of them. then my uncle's wife called mi and say tml she bringing mi out for dinner with my uncle.

then today, i went church, vivan gave mi present, darling oso. then i went out wif darling and go back his home, his mummy gave mi present too *thank u=) hehehx..* then my uncle brought us to no signboard seafood restaurant. the food there, not bad, but abit too spicy. i think i saw yee ning. hmm.. hehex. anyway, i'm glad my aunty and uncle feels tat dar is a gd boy. hehex..

my wish for this yr will be, pass all my exam, gd health, have better relationship with pple around, and most of all, serve God more. i think i somehow neglected Him, so i mus focus on Him again.

once again, Thanks everyone for wishes, presents and love. LOVE YA

siannnn

2007-07-31T12:51:00.000+08:00

hmm...exactly 1 mth nv touch this blog. BUSY UNTIL I WANT TO DIE!!!!

- finished aw thesis paper, use 5 days to complete everything, but took mi 2 wks to actually start writing.

- now mus start studying coz...(apparantly 1 wk to study only)

FM test 8/8/07
cd2.1 17/8/07
dle 20/8/07

THEN AFTER EVERYTHING... HOLIDAY... THEN HAVE TO FIND WORK.

*6mths and counting

thesis statement.........hard!!!!!

2007-07-05T01:42:00.000+08:00

"Love should not be sacrificial nor possessive but encompass other grant of freedom, personal space and privacy."

this is my thesis statement(i suppose=X). very hard to write!!!!! headache....

sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO X1110000000000000000000000 times nv write my blog. busy clearing all the assignments. hmm...i guess this statement is gd for mi to reflect on.

what's the time now.....1.53....obviously i'm not sleeping rite. is all because of mi....over sensitive...all mi mi mi and MI!!!!!! cant one day is not mi, is u? i wonder...got pple say when they arguing who's wrong and who's rite " i was in the fault today. i'm the one who create all these" . am i childish? i think so.......i jus can say, "i'm hungry, my gastric starts to pain, my eyes too"

他给的诺言已不属于我的了，
我给的承诺可能也不是他的。
如果诺言不属于我的，为何我那么懊恼呢？
我很想问问自己，我还在乎吗？不在乎，为何到现在还没入眠呢？
是害怕失去？害怕又被受伤害？
到底是为什么？有人可以告诉我吗？
彼此不在乎的感情里，不管对方真的会比较好吗？还有意思吗？我真的不知道！
这样和朋友之间有什么分别？

时间过得也太慢了吧？我写了那么多才两点半。是时候做功课了。
coco lee - Baby,对不起
听到我的电话响了一生就暂停
会不会是你我总怀疑因为这原因心情不稳定
我们之间的问题是我不相信你敏感又多心怕你变了新
因为爱你害怕失去你
爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣

(Baby) 响对你说生对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意
(如果没有你)我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及再说我爱你

自从那天分手后
停不住泪滴想念一个人
能忘记自己
让我爱你什么都愿意如果能在遇见你　
把你抱紧
从此步分离
决不放弃我要告诉你
os: Baby I'm Sorry

pls don happen again!

2007-06-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

i don noe why these things has been happening. when will it stop? i hope it will go away real soon.

problems go away and never come back ever again *tune of rain rain go away*[is rainiing now anyway]

hmmm..why i feel so restless when comes to assignment????? no mood to do....i wan to do!!!! and hols end this wk...so many things to doooooooo!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH

2007-06-15T13:17:00.000+08:00

i hate this

i hate this

i hate this

i hate this
i hate this
i hate this
i hate this...............................................

i hate.............

cherish is the word

2007-06-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

sometimes,
there are some things that are so precious to us,
yet we take it for granted.

so...how?

learn to cherish it.

YES, Cherish is the word i giv to you.

darling, i love u!=)

2007-05-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

omo....28 days nv blog...almost one mth lehh!! too busy, with assignments, my darling etc....

this month, i can say a very busy, shocking. so many things happen this month

first of all, some news that nobody wan this to happen, but it did. is a shock to everyone. didn expect this will happen to my fren. from this i realised tat we have to express everything out, treasure my frens more n life is soooo fragile. *wondering about something inside* she will always be on our minds i'm sure!

then on my dar bdae...i cut my hair and went out wif him and had dinner at billy bombers, eat until we bloated!!! then mi, him and 2 of my church frens went to drink. haixx..horrible, darling. next time don drink okie? will harm urself more.
then the next day, his family organised a bbq for him, quite fun..enjoyed ourselves i guess.

then sun..unfortunately, i got food poisoning, which made mi down wif fever. then mc for 2 days. which made mi miss my test and the first day teaching at my kindergarten. and this food poisoning thingy caused mi to lose weight coz everyday eat porridge and fruits.

then the 2 wks keep rushing assignments, then taught at kindergarten last wk. the children like my art lesson. so happi~~~=)

then ytd is mi and my darling 4th month anniversary!! although nt much celebration, but we r veri happi rite darling????? we went pasa malam ytd. i think this is the first time we go pasa malam together. i love u darling *shy* then we plan to go out tml night,wed night too. thanks darling

so now finally finish 1 assignment, now have to work hard liaoooo.. complete other assignments first, then enjoy myself later. and this thurs goin sentosa wif church, excited!!! sooo long nv go sentosa, at least 1/2 yr bahh... and this time my dar goin!!! hahah!!!!!we stay back after the outing. yeahh....waiting for thurs to come.

gtg and cook lunch and go sch loooooooo

Thank God

2007-05-28T16:19:00.000+08:00

In all we do ,
come what may ;
no matter the outcome ,
we must not fail to thank God.
Its hard but nothing is impossible.

I thank God for giving me life;
Abundance of health.

I thank God for giving me love ;
family & friends,
not forgetting my wonderful girlfriend.

I thank god for giving me brains ;
Abundance of knowledge.

But most of all i thank God for is ;
EVERYTHING
he has done for me.

A thanksgiving specially noted

Its been 4 months !! Could u believe it ? OMO.... haha...

Im just elated at this blessing.

:) :) :)

Her darling,

Barry.

busyyyyyyyy

2007-05-01T12:50:00.000+08:00

aaahhhhhhh.....................................

soo busy tat i did not update for 1 and 1/2 wks. don noe why so busy,when i didn even start doin my assignment.

SO!!!!

i MUST serious from now on. cannot like tat anymore. if not my grade, will be like last sem. CANNOT!!! I DON WAN~~~~~~~ but i did revise on cd 2.1. JOYCEE!!!!!! u ahh...be free..hahaha..on sat. then can study. u noe u always come first when comes to study? hahahaaaa *mushyyyy*

anyway, ytd had financial management.haixx...don like tat subject, first 3 lectures still okay. lecture 4 is the worst lor. don even understand. i didn even pay attention in class. then hav to ask darling to help mi.

gtg and start on my lesson plan..byee

2007-04-28T01:43:00.000+08:00

为何每次在不注意的时候，都会一不小心就让过去的一些事给缠着。
有时甚至两方都两败巨伤。何时才能有那种不为过去争吵的日子?
对不起！！！

그래요(그댈 두고서) 난 아무데도 못 가죠
매일 잡아준 내 손을, 그런 고마움을 알아요
처음 그때처럼(항상 곁에만) 머물러준 그대가
넘 소중하고 예뻐서 흘린 나의 눈물조차도 감사 드려요
translation:
Its true (If I dont have you) There is no where I can go
Always holding my hand, I know this appreciation
Just like that first time (Always by my side) You remain
Because you are so important and lovely, I even thank the falling tears

darling, 사랑해요[sarang haeyo!], 나의 전부인걸요[na-ui jeonbu-ingeoryo], 죄송합니다[Joesonghamnida]
translate:
darling, i love u, You are my everything, i'm very sorry.

L.O.V.E

2007-04-27T09:19:00.000+08:00

She made me "fall" in love with her ;
by chance was it so ;
fall did i not by willingness.

Love was sweet in the beginning ;
always a delectable relationship it was ;
luscious; enticing; charmed by her ;
tell me not who disfavors love at its best.

Adoring her idiosyncrasies ;
belittling her shortcomings ;
relishing every single touch of hers;
Euphoria , euphoric , Aye !
It was just a feeling of happiness she gave me.

Time were never meant to be an enemy ;
or maybe it was ;
to relationships perhaps ;
Love at first was just too idealistic.

Hardships endured are likened to the rain ;
they come and go just like that ;
Part and parcel of life it was to be.

Of through all the times we endured ;
We learnt. We gained. We aquire ;
Things and experiences ;
That are far priceless than diamonds.

We hope, we wish ;
We will give everything we would ;
To sustain ; to thrive ;
To learn HOW to love each other ;
as time goes by.

" To keep a promise is hard, not to is even harder ".

- my poem to my baby for our
3 months anniversary today.

Signing off,
Her Darling.

A strange happening

2007-04-26T13:26:00.000+08:00

Dreams are sort of inter-related to your daily life and your thoughts. It can be so ridiculous at times though. My baby has continuously dreamt of her darling on numerous nights. I had one last night. Two, for a matter of fact. Shall not go into the macabre details of the "Dreams".

Hmm... acTually, i feel sort of out of place in this blog. Its like making an unwelcome stay in my baby's blog. Her friends viewing this might just be " ahhh.... whats this guy doing here? Do i know him? ".

Oh never mind. I do not really care actually. I'm borned thick skinned anyway.

Quote by the infamous Roan " A man's character makes or breaks you; your life"

"Attitude ; senseless ; stupidity. I don't know. "

" You tell me perhaps?"

- To be explained/continued...

Signing off,

Her Darling.

2007-04-25T10:38:00.000+08:00

i'm soooooooooooooooooo happy~~~~ ***lalala***

today is off day for mi, coz today no tutorial. so rest at home. butttttttttt..... mi, joyce, bel n xinyi goin to orchard to walk walk.

my darling somehow decided to abandon his blog, and make his stay in my blog. u all should noe wat's the diff between his posts and my posts rite? ahahaha...is too obvious.rite?

OMO!!! i so happy for joanna teo rui en. our campus superstar. she got in. happy for her. i didn noe she went for the audition. i saw her is when i watching tv. i tot i saw her, so i curious when to channel u's webby and check it out. SHE GOT IN!!!!!!!! hahhaa...i bet u all don understand who i'm talking abt rite? she's my god sis, my mummy babysit her since she was a baby. so i noe her veriiiiii well. ehehex... wat am i doin?? trying to say i noe her..then next time she become popular or something...hehhe...nth nth.

gtg and prepare to meet the girls aready.......... take care everyone

A New Immigrant

2007-04-24T08:43:00.000+08:00

Much to the displeasure of some people that shall not be named, of course with the exception of those who look forward to my posts, i shall make my stay here be it unwelcome or not permanent.

Known to few close friends, a horrendous event happened on Sunday night. It was accompanied with both shock and tears.

Oh no... i've just been tasked by my boss to do work AGAIN.

Shall post later :)

2nd day of yr 2....

2007-04-17T22:37:00.001+08:00

hey everyone....

today's 2nd day of my 1st sem of year 2. still not use to this term "2a01", hahah..is like 2 mths b4, i'm still in 1a01, 2 mths later 2a01. so weird.

anyway, met new teachers these 2 days, nt bad. but the notes they gave is like soooooo thick and is onli for half a sem. *fainted* cant imagine whole sem's notes.

i'm trying to turn my mood back to sch life..sort of turning back...but jus feel so tired now. thank God tml is onli 2 hours tutorial, then can go home sleep liao...hahah..

may not have time to blog these few days...but will update as much as possible..take care~

2007-04-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

hey pple....i'm sick again today..suddenly got headache b4 i go to church, have no choice to stay at home. tml start a new sem *sianx* no mood to go but i have no choice, just because for my future, i have to change back to study mode...i muz study hard this sem.

ytd's post is post by my darling...omo.. so chim... but nvm...hahahx...it jus shows tat is not the way i post on my blog.hahah!!!

these few days is quite a challenging times...but...we solved it. thank God...

gtg and do my quiet time wif my darling and prepare for tml.

byeeeee!!!!!!!

Sound Asleep.

2007-04-14T11:18:00.000+08:00

A tablespoon of green mixture and a yellow tablet was all it took to knock her out. As soon as the chemicals enters your bloodstream, it never look back. You see, thats probably why they say recovering comes with rest. Oh, so now you know why medicine itself, makes you drowsy. Okay, thats probably just my perception and people may percieve it in a different way. Well, i was just probably just typing some nonsensical warp theory of mine while scientists might just shrugged at the macabre prose that was just written out of bordem. But i might just argue that it was some bona fide thinking of mine.

Not so, they might just think some asinine joker probably was just trying his best to outwit them.

As to WHY im writting all these ? I do not know for a matter of fact.

I was tasked to " update her blog " for her. I do not know how. I do not know why. I do not even know how to start. Thus, letting my thoughts flow wild while my finger just keep hitting the keys on the keyboard deemed not bad an idea.

Okay, im trying to be serious now. This girl Ms Tan Boon shuang, elizabeth, ( ok wait, this christian name just dosent suit her right? Some good friend of hers gave it to her and she stupidly used it till date. *faints* ) has some strong serious will power in her. Though easy made crying, deep down under, she has an immense strength in both will and mental power. Innocent, naive and puerile she might seem, she is Strong. Real strong i say.

Signing off,
Her Darling.

2007-03-30T16:41:00.001+08:00

hi everyoneeee.....ytd i said i able to use a pencil [haven use b4 de pencil la] to tie my hair... the pic...

see..so firm..ehx..but onli tried once..one take out i don noe how to tie it back...

later goin dinner wif my darling...tml goin to watch movie wif frens...mr bean's holiday. hope is nice...shall not post much now...later then i blog more...now put pic..hehex.

wallet from my darling..[thankxx^_^]

my youngest cousin, xinyu[her hair natural curl...

my cousin, qiqi. pretty???

2 mthsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

2007-03-29T16:35:00.000+08:00

hey everyone...

on tuesday was my darling n mine 2 mth anniversary. cant believe we've been together for 2 mths aready. i bought a BIG CUP for him..drink more water then wont fall sick so easily!! then i made a calendar for him too, to let him noe we will continue to be together for the rest of the days...but anyway still have to depends on God's will.

went to eat porridge based steamboat on tuesday, not bad...unique but ex...coz is porridge based[wat a gd reason i came out wif..hahah]...

hmmm....helped my darling to deco frenster..deco until i wan to vomit blood... dARling u owe mi one chocolate okiee..hehehx...

OH YAAAAAAA........ rmb i said b4, i work for one day...and the person msg mi say, I CAN COLLECT MY CHEQUE OMO!!!!!!!! I GOT MONEY TAKE EVEN THOUGH I WORK FOR ONE DAY...HAHAh!!!!!!!!!! HAPPI~~~~~~~~

2007-03-24T12:24:00.000+08:00

"arefare wefe gofonafa confontifinuefue likfik tatfat from nowfow? nowfow ifi unfunderferstandfan watfat isfis sicfic of thefhe refelafationfonshipfip. isfis sofo tifirinfin ufu noefoe?

if u don understand nvm coz onli some people will understand wat i talking abt. it's jus crap okay...

this wk at home for mi is jus plainly rotting. cant think of any day which is so great, or can i? went chinatown wif sisi on thurs in the noon, coz she need to see fabric. i help her feel the fabric until my finger numb. then after tat i met lyn to go bugis..stupid, it rained, so we bo bian have to stay in bugis junction. we walked and walked until rain stopped then we walked over to bugis village.. she bought a shoes. then when we go home..and i didn noe is like 9 plus aready...

xinyi...got something to tell u... u noe i dreamt tat i kiss ur darling leh...da dong..hoho!!! don noe why...hahah!!!!! don scold mi ahh..... and bel...or joyce oso can... in tat dream wu zun is my darling..hoho!!!!!!!!!

anyway...today goin to eat dinner wif min they all..so long nv see them liao........ cant wait to see them

2007-03-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

*listening to Bad Day - Daniel Powter*

guess this is somehow a bad day, coz i finally can feel the "pain" worrying for someone who is someone going through some testing or troubles or watever thing. Jus don feel good. first time i feel tat way. i wanted to help, but there's reali nth we can do, becoz moreover is not our problems and we are not experienced. jus feel so helpless. but i thank God He is there to listen to us, even the prob is not ours. and tat's the only way i can do to help the person. pray for him/her. after praying, i will feel comfort from God, some kind of assurance that He will take care of the person i hav prayed for and i no need to worry for.

but sometimes...

is so easy to be said than done rite? for the worrying part. coz we nv noe what will happen next. it may be gd for that person, it may not be.

ahh... i don noe..wrote so much oso don noe what i'm writing...brain switching off...................

****SWITCHED OFF**** bye

OMO...GPA: 2.8696..FAINTTTED!!!!!!

2007-03-14T11:24:00.000+08:00

omo omo!!!!!!! my exam result came out...and is a nightmare??!!?? sort of la...not so bad actually, deprove by 0.1+ gpa, compared to last sem.

CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE : 2.8696 [ last sem was 3.0142,
difference by 0.1446]

****LYN!!!!!! CANNOT GET 3.5 LA!!!!!****

CREDIT MODULE CREDIT UNIT GRADE
CHILD DEVELOPMENT 1.3 3.50 C+
CHILD HEALTH & NUTRITION 2.00 C+
CURRICULUM STUDIES 1.2 4.00 B
FIELD PRACTICUM 1.2 3.00 B+
LANGUAGE ARTS IN THE EARLY CHILDHOOD YRS 3.50 C+
MUSIC AND DRAMA FOR YOUNG CHILDREN 3.50 B
PRIN & PRACTICES OF CLASSROOM MGT 1.1 3.50 B
SOCIAL & COMMUNITY VALUES 2 1.00 PX

RESULT: Passed

Can u see the last part????? the words in red, bold and underline??? THANK GOD I PASSED!!!!!!!! the results, though is not to my expectation, becoz i expect a 'A' or something as i studied veri hard. but the grades somehow better than last sem, at least no Ds and is C+ instead of C. i should be contented wif it, right? and i should thank God tat i nv did badly or flunk any exam due to my relationship, and my darling did help in some of my revision. so..THANK U!!!

now reflecting on this sem, quite a horrible sem as the assignments so tough, probs wif pple, timetable oso bad. plus we nv constantly revise on our work, maybe is the result of our exam results. supposedly, we did say we wan to have revision every wk, but it didn happen.

SOoooooo........ we shall start this coming sem okay?? inFinitys? at least once a wk, set a time to revise on everything in tat wk. who wan tell mi okie???? i organise!!! LEt'S JIA YOU FOR BETTER RESULT!!!

this wk have alot of plannings to do[not alot actually...]:
- inFinitys's outing
- my lesson plan[future lessons]
- pple's bdae presents
etc.......
- for next sem [revision etc]

hope all these will work lo.... gtg..bye

2007-03-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmmm...now is 11.54 pm. supposedly should be sleeping, but i using the net. becoz...veri long nv use[1 day] ahhahaa!!!!!!

been planning things in the day and come out wif something i can do at home:

housework: includes sweeping the floor, mopping the floor, washing clothes etc
things to keep mi occupied: play piano, go library, planning lesson for future use etc

there r some other things tat i've planned, i shall not go into details. but some things r related to my darling, church etc. so ya.

i shall.. nooo... i should go and sleep now coz now is...12.42am. nitex everyone!

6 more dayss.....

2007-03-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

hi everyone~

guess everyone's busy wif sch, work etc..and i'm not doin anything. MUHAHAH!!!!!! i am okay? hehex. practising my piano, doin cross stitch, clean the house etc. i wanna learn knitting..hehex. but who's gonna teach mi??? WHO NOES HOW TO KNIT?????????

*yawn*...don noe why staying at home makes mi feel so tired and wanna sleep more...die~ getting lazy.=P 6 more days to my exam result. hope it will be better than last sem.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

2007-03-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

YAWNNN~~ HI EVERYONE. today is the most slackest day of my life. jus sitting in front of the com doing nth. except in the evening paused for dinner and do some housework, i jus rot! hoho~~ okay, not so bad la. i did something today: played games, talk to my darling and do my darling's mummy present.

i think tml will be a better day bahh...hope i wont rot liao.hahah!!!!! i realized something veri funny. SOMEONE, who didn blog for a long time, when i helped him found his blog, he posted 3 post in a row today ==". IS HE CRAZY? tat person is my darling. OMO!!!!! darling...don post too much. 1 day one post is enough.

count down to my exam result: 9 more days~~~

slackkkkk...

2007-03-01T12:22:00.001+08:00

hey pple...it has been 1 wk i nv blog. i guess alot of things happen this wk..

sat: went out wif my darling to have dinner and sat at esplanade to chat coz is the 4th wk we've been together..heehx. but i didn get anything for him..sorri!!!

sun: went to church, charmaine came back.[come back regularlyyyyy!!!!] nadia came to our church too.

mon: went to look for job wif lyn in ps. wan to vomit blood...don noe will get the job or not.

tues: went to work at action city. wan to vomit blood, stand whole day until get backache!! I DON WAN TO WORK ANYMORE!!! i think these type of retail job oso not my cup of tea, i still prefer to teach in childcare.

wed: i finally finish dong fang zhu li ye. [xinyi, can return u liao!!] the ending sooo nice~~ WU ZHUN SO SHUAI AND CUTE..BEKKU..i WAN~~ HAHAHAH!!!!!!!! then i went frenster and try to look for pri sch frens, n i found some..so happi~~ haha.

today: don noe wat i'll do...but i think not as slack as ytd. i will clean my living room. oh ya..i ws shocked by my hp bill for last mth. will cry. $95.15~~ DIE LIAO LAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! don noe wat to do...i don wan work, then don work don have money. hoWWWW?????????? haixx... my mummy tell mi to prepare to stay at home and clean the house and learn cooking, next time can be tai tai liao. i was like "HOW I WISH I CAN DO IT NOW!!!!!!!!" mUAHHAHA...i think someone gonna kill mi~

not a gd cny for my family~

2007-02-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

hey pple....hmm...i did say in my previous post that i'm not goin back msia becoz my mum's passport expired. but i did went back wif her. not to celebrate cny, but is to attend funeral. i shall not go into details coz is too shocking for mi to say and not gd to say everything here.

now i think back....
we reali need to cherish everyone around us and use every single day to the fullest. we will nv noe what will happen the next minute. someone who is veri close to you might be fine this moment, and the next, he or she might be gone. this person who i attended the funeral, is someone who watch mi grow up, play wif mi, teach mi things when i was young.
Think until here, i jus cannot hold back my tears. i guess God is telling mi something. is to tell pple around mi abt Him. i jus cant see another of my relative jus leave without noe-ing abt Him.

apart from this...i felt happi on the day i went back to msia. coz my mummy saw my darling, and she allow us. THANK GOD! i cant believe it lor. i tot my mummy will be against it becoz i'm still studying. but NV!! MUAHAHAH. i will balance between my spiritual walk, studies and relationship!!! and let God lead our steps.

now i feel tat i have mixed feeling. sad for tat special someone. happi for my relationship. haix..don noe why this cny...i don noe i wan to celebrate or not. i think i better go and sleep, hav not been sleeping gd for these few days. nitex everyone

happi chinese new year!!!!

2007-02-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

yoz everyone. it's first day of chinese new year...busy collecting ang baos? i guess so.

mi...somehow la..ytd still quite sad becoz i not goin back msia this time, collecting ang bao like...become no interest to mi. then ytd like so sad la..but now...i'm happi!!! not becoz got alot of angbaos...but becoz of other things. =p

i'm happi becoz...
a) today can wear new clothes and new shoes
b) can come home late...but i didn la
c) DRINK GREEN APPLE VODKA..which is like 8% alc!!! nicee~~ my bro let mi drink!!hahahx...
d) got ang baos
e) SECRET~~~ HAHHAAHHA!!!!!

i think i sei liao...muhahah..and like onli few sips lehhhhh. i think i drink abit more then go sleep..watching doraemon on utube..muahah! horrible...so big still watch doraemon..muahahah.

HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

finally..finish shoppiing!~

2007-02-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

yo pple....

i jus came back from my supper at chomp chomp...yummy~~~ so nice! then finally finish my chinese new year shopping. love my shoes and dress and necklace! though i think i didn have enough clothes...nvm.. muz be contented wif wat i have!!!

today went back to ftp to see teachers. talked to mrs tan, mdm sin. my 2 fav teachers. the rest oso my favourite la...but dn hav the chance to talk to them. i somehow miss sec sch leh...not so stress compared to poly. and no assignments at all. onli got homework la. but nvm...jus enjoy wat i'm doin now. anyway i having hols. muz quickly find a job and earn money, buy tasmanian devil for someone~~~, buy clothes and shoes. save money~~

tml chinese new yr eve liao. goin k box!! yEAHHhHHH!!!!!!! hehex. gtg and sleep nitexxx!!!

HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! GET LOTS OF ANGBAOS!!!!
*and share wif mi!!=P*

FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!1

2007-02-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

YOXX EVERYONEEEEEEE!!!!!!! I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPIIIII NOW!!!!!!!!! BECOXXXXXXXXXX...................I FINISH MY EXAMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

ytd last paper, the night b4 like nv study lor. in the morning then start to cram everything. Thank God i can memorise everything b4 the exam. today go SIM grand hall take exam.

**scary**

i reali thank God for helping mi thru the exam time. He gave mi wisdom and someone who can help mi, though the person didn take early childhood. but i still thank God for him. and joyce,lin and lyn who studied wif mi, though lyn didn even study at all while i was studying, but nvm..haha!!!! i think i got once when i revising and nth goes in, i reali feel like giving up and don study liao lor, feel like crying la. but nvm...is OVERRRRR. IS TIME TO RELAXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!

ytd...valentine's day. had a great day. thank U!!![ehehhe....] bought a dress ytd. wan to vomit blood. damn ex.. $45.90. the first dress..nono... second dress in my life so far, cost so ex. the first one is my prom dress. don think will ever wear tat again i suppose. anyway. but is nice...yanyan,xinyi and yeelin say nice one..haha! thanks girls..hehehx..i love it. yeahh... new year got dress wear liao!!! gtg...bbbbbbbbbbbbyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeee

*thanks joyce, bel for the presents for valentine's day

exam~~~ HELPPPPP

2007-02-08T16:15:00.000+08:00

hey ppleeeeee....... this is my 251 post of my blog..didn notice it.hahah!! i actually have so much to crap about?? =P

anyway.. tml is the day..first day of exam~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've prepared..but no confidence...how!!!! i still have 1 module and 3/4 of the other module to study. and now i'm slacking...NO LAAA...i in the morning went to lib and study OKAY.. hahah! surprisingly, Toa Payoh National Lib is so empty, even i went late today, abt 10.15.. not a single person is there la.

*FLASH BACK TO O LEVEL PERIOD 2005*
9.45AM, 10 or more pple were standing outside the lib, waiting for the lib to open. once the door is open, everyone rush like crazy to book place. sometimes, if we are late, we have no choice to sit at the small table, which was like so difficult to study la.

*END OF FLASH BACKKK*
NOW....not a single person there. even lunch time, pple STILL CAN PUT THEIR BAGS THERE AND GO AND EAT LUNCH. [lin, queen, min..see carefully] PUT BAGS AND EAT LUNCH... WE CANT EVEN DO IT LA!!!

okay...enough of complaining, then i studied until joyce came, and study here and there, until we cannot take it, we go eat lunch and go home. and here i am...blogging...mmuahaha!!! shall continue studying at 5.

don noe why ytd i feel so stress when i'm studying, headache, running nose..fever. die ah...i don noe how to continue.. CAN DON GIVE MI SOME MORE STRESSS? or am i giving myself stress? i don noe...

happi bdae to queen~~

2007-02-05T08:35:00.000+08:00

helo pple...so long nv blog.. busy preparing for exams *stresss*. i aready finish one module..3 more to go. i hope i can finish everything by this wk end..as in this fri's module not counted la. i muz do well this time, not last sem not gd, but can be better. and i wan to prove to my mother something *secret*.

anyway, happi belated bdae to queen[ehh...consider or not ah? ytd i did wish her]..hope this yr will be great for her, A LEVEL YEAR. STUDY HARD QUEEN!!!

Thurs
we went to eat jap food to celebrate her bdae. we went to this jap restaurant in ang mo kio, veri cheap and nice. is called Sumo House, i think it is something like wat we have in toa payoh called the Sumo Bento, but it closed down liao. then we go walk walk at ntuc extra there, i saw one shirt veri cute la.... i wan~~~ but now no money to buy *sobsob*.

Fri
i went to bugis national lib to study... so conducive. so quiet. next time can go there study..

Sat
i went toa payoh lib study, not so conducive, coz pple talking, children talking. thank God i managed to finish my CD 1.3. and one happi thing happened today, joyce's grandfather accepted Christ. THANK GOD FOR ANSWERING OUR PRAYERS. joyce msged mi and said tat her grandfather accepted Christ, i was like so happi la.. coz God is so great and powerful and He is able to change a non-believer's heart to believe in Him. then i went yf then go home~~

Sun
first time this yr i late for church. in the middle of the night i suddenly stomachache..then diarrhea until i cannot take it, nearly fainted. then i sleep all the way until i heard a loud horn by a BIG LORRY/TRACK. i shocked and woke up and see the time i'm late. then i rush and rush, not in time for sunday school, but jus in time for service. AND.....
ytd is the most..stressful and relieved day of my life..don ask mi why. i jus felt it this way. haha!! next time then ask mi...

now i gtg and prepare to meet lyn to study for exam liao.. weird rite..she study MOT, i ECH..hahah!! she study her, i study mine la. oopx...so long nv study exam wif her liao, i think since o level bahh... ahhaha!!

STUDY HARD INFINITYS!!!!
STUDY HARD EVERYONE WHO ARE PREPARING EXAM!!!

happi~~~

2007-01-31T21:41:00.000+08:00

yo pple~~~~~~ hahax...i veri happy today~~ I FINALLY FINISH ALLLLLLLLLLLL MY ASSIGNMENTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! happi~~~~~

today is the last day we have our assignment.. i love ytd's and today's assignments!! coz veri nice~~~ ytd is decorate learning centre..[got photos then i post] ssoooo nice!! all the hard work put in...end product~ NICEEEEEEEE!! xin ku le everyone.

today is our "concert", our item is somehow rush..coz the disagreement in planning and stuff...but after everything, it turn out to be gd..thank God!! we danced "tvxq - balloon"!!!!! hahax..so cute~~ oso last min add in things but turn out to be gd. we even made ears for ourselves to show what animal we are. mi and eda are squrriels, yeelin and joycelyn are rabbit, jasmine and arie are deers and sab is pig..cute piggy~~

i reali wan to thank God for alot of things that come my way...for:

- helping mi to overcome frenship probs
- helping thru my assignments
- helping mi to see the things i should cherish now or else will be too late
- someone that will be there for me
- wonderful friends i have [inFinitys, TMG, Lyn, Lin, church frens etc]

now i look back, if i count my blessing each time, i will be much more happier person. and to think positively reali will help mi to live life to the fullest.

THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT COME MY WAY AND HAVE A IMPACT IN MY LIFE..LOVE U ALL LOTSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

2 more wks to exam...tml hav to start studying liao...i reali need God's wisdom and health, been sick since ytd..now is worst..running nose and coughing, don noe how to go sch tml. but i muz thank God i nv fall sick during exam period, if not i reali will screwed the exam!!

okay..i go and rest liao.. take care everyone. all the best for exams and tests!!!

haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2007-01-22T16:20:00.000+08:00

i now having lesson...=x... and i'm blogging...hehexx...
*joyce CRAZY...ask mi to type "bs so naughty" HOHOO!!!!!

ahh...lame...anyway i'm so tired....2 days sleep less than 10 hours leh...i dying soon la...still rushing assignments and studying for exam. sat i study until i got headache, then started talking to my mother and in the end, my mother teach mi how to write numbers properly. muhahah!!!

these 2 days i reali confused with things...make mi so sad and don noe what to do.. but today somehow or rather gets better bah..things here and there..i don noe....let God guide mi bah. i reali need lots of strength to do it. i reali cant take it anymore then i jus cried...the feeling not gd...but after crying feel better bah. hahax..i crazy rite. =P

i better stop blogging, if not kanna scold..hahahx...take care everyone.

sad~~

2007-01-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

haixxxx...today is the sadd-ist day of my life, or maybe this yr...

something happen...jus now....i waited for my mother to come back..then is like sooo late liao, she haven come back, i start to get worried. then i called her hp alot of time she didn pick up.. then when she finally reached home, i asked her wat happen, she said she fainted..i nearly fainted. i didn want tat to happen, or i can say, i don wan anything happen to her. she haven become a christian yet.. i wan her to be a christian!!

i feel soo helpless nw, coz except God no one can help mi..exam coming somemore. i reali need alot of strength now...i wanted tto do something...but jus don noe wat to do.

*girls from inFinitys: if u all see i not talking to u or watever, not i angry wif u all, i jus don feel like talking okie..i noe i shouldn be not talking..i reali no mood to talk. sorri

tsk tsk tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

2007-01-17T17:19:00.000+08:00

heeeellllllllllooo...new blog skin...nice???? muz change one abit class one. hehexx....

just finish test jus now...so left 1 quiz, 3 assignments, 4 examss....left 2 more wks..haixx. reali haven started studying lehhhhhhh..... i still playingggggggggggggg omo!!!!!!!!!

oh ya...i forget to add in one more resolution lehh...

7) don like anyone this year[as in guys..u noe...crush or watever]

don noe why..jus don wan..hahahx!!!

gtg and eat dinner...IN YISHUN..hahah...
*btw i in sch*

3 more wks to exam

2007-01-13T11:12:00.000+08:00

heloooooo 1 wk nv post...busy busy...still got 3 wks to go...[REN]!!! hahax...i still hav 2 quizzes, 3 assignments and 4 exams!!!! hope i can start studying tml..but seems like impossible leh...jus don noe why... maybe i too lazy to study?? i don noe... i feel like studying, but...no mood. not because of anything, jus no mood.

i wan to go shopping spree laaa..now everywhere having sale~~~~ BUT NO MONEY...NEW YERA FASTER COME~~~ I NEED MONEYYYYYY. i feel like working 2 part time jobs lehhh..... coz i need to save money for church retreat, my clothes, my shoes and for future uses. i cant always rely on my mother, she working too hard liao. then hope my lap top fees faster finish so i got more money in the bank.

oh ya..until now i haven make my new year resolution, abit too late..but i still wan to makeeeeeee

new year resolutions:
1) do my quiet time daily
2) do well in my studies
3) dieeeeeettttttt
4) earn my first 1000 bucks this year..hoho!!!
5) grow tallerrrrrr
6) change my whole wardrobe

tat's all i can think of...hehex...i go market help my mummy buy stuff..tml or tonight update again...take careee

happi bdae lyn~~~

2007-01-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

WHOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! HAPPI BDAE LYN~~~~~~ actually consider belated...ehh but cannot leh...i saw her ytd..so cannot be belated..ARGH! why i so lame..hahah!!!!!!!!

anyway.......

yesterday mi and the BDAE GIRL lyn went to zingdo and eat bibim bap....hahah!!!! so big bowl again..eat until we full..but tat's not the end....we went to eat sesame paste...NICE~~~~~~~ after tat we drink bubble tea. LYN...your diet..forget it la..hahha....i don noe how to help u leh. hahha.. jkjk! have a great time ytd. i got my JBH version B..THANKS LYN!!!!! hope u like your specs...and hehex...the thing jj gave~~~ HAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GLAD TAT U ARE HAPPI OVER IT!!!!!!!!!! or can i say crazy???? hahhax...anyway..happi bdae

another wk gone....left 4 wks to exam...haixx...panic liao....4 wks for 4 subs..actually today wan to start..but look at the time now.. forget it laa..i need rest~~~~~ HAHA! tml goin back to the centre..hope everything goes smoothly.. Reali need God's help in this term..but..i oso muz do my part lo...EVERYONEEEEEEEE STUDY HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! take care

1wk after sch reopen...

2007-01-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

helo~~~ guess everyone go back to sch liaoz... mi too... so sian la...i still hav 1 mth and 3 days to study for exam. 4 exams this time..got 3 consecutive..

- CD 1.3 - 9/2/07
- PPCM - 12/2/07
- CHN - 13/2/07
- CS 1.2 - 14/2/07

Thank God actually, have early hols again..hehexx...2 days onli though. this time muz work liao, if not broke like nobody business. i don wan to rot at home again. i need money...i need to work. i need to buy alot of things, and save up for this yr end retreat, cant always let my mummy pay, not she go wat, is mi. i think i need a shopping list, then write down everything, see how much i need. then work. i still don noe wan to work as wat, coz i sat and sun sure cannot. don nooe laaaa.....................

been listening to o jeong ban hub...so nice~~ On and On, i'll be there, O, get me some, phamtom, white lie, balloon, you only love and remember veri nice... i love. the rest too. finish watching vacation today, so nice~~ they're such good actor..hahah!! the NG scenes very funni oso.

i gtg and sleep..tml gt church..nitex everyone...HAPPI BDAE LYN!!!

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Closing~~

busy, tired, stress, excited

major decision.....

busy busy busy

long time nv blog.....

unpredictable...horrible

last day at LSH

Happy happy happy~~ my results~~^_^ thank God!!

1234 - plain white T's

1234 - plain white T's

FREEDOM~~~~~

ting's wedding

i'm so happy!!!!!!!!!

hols hols........

PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i love my assignment group~

long wk to go

when you look me in the eyes

more work!!!

project getz p..wooh..success!(^o^)Y

picnic @esplanade and french icecream

I DONATED BLOOD TODAY!!!so fun..lol

sick...poor thing...

exercised! refreshed!!

exam result~ Thank God!!!

202nd post?!?! oooOoo...

happy teachers' day.....happy~~

stressful hols.lol

excited excited. my BIRTHDAY~~~ ^_^

birthday celebration spread over the week...lol!

ubin trip..fun!!!!!

bad bad bad

msia hols...shopping spree...

why?

sch reopen lo!!!!!!

last 2 wks of holsssssss

waiting for....

one last lap~~~

random

it shall end..NOW

4th wk of sch

hols ended..................Sch started?!?!?

hols......workkk.........clean house???

HAPPY 18th bdae!!~~~

siannnn

thesis statement.........hard!!!!!

pls don happen again!

cherish is the word

Thank God

busyyyyyyyy

L.O.V.E

A strange happening

A New Immigrant

2nd day of yr 2....

Sound Asleep.

2 mthsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

OMO...GPA: 2.8696..FAINTTTED!!!!!!

6 more dayss.....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

slackkkkk...

not a gd cny for my family~

happi chinese new year!!!!

finally..finish shoppiing!~

FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!1

exam~~~ HELPPPPP

happi bdae to queen~~

happi~~~

haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

sad~~

tsk tsk tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

3 more wks to exam

happi bdae lyn~~~

1wk after sch reopen...

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Happy happy happy my results^_^ thank God!!